Asuka Langley
Asuka really disgusts me. She is supposed to be an annoying character and honestly I used to think that Asuka was a dislikable character but after re-watching Evangelion, I understand that her behaviour was caused by her childhood trauma, it really isn't her fault! I've learned to like Asuka and she's now one of my favorite characters!
Things have been pretty rough lately. Getting out of the house puts me in an instant state of panic. Even though staying home with him drives me crazy I'm scared of going outside. I don't go to school anymore either, I think I just fucked up my entire education. I haven't studied seriously in 2 years, this is my last chance and if I fuck it up everything'll be over for me.